I keep flip flopping from being somewhat okay to being 10000000000000000000000000000 miles away from it
I’malsoscaredthatifIstartcryingthatIwon’tbeabletostop
I’vealsodonethedirtbagthingtodoandrenamedoneofthepartiesinvolvedonskype
Idk how long I’ll be able to keep pretending I’m 100% okay and being strong for him, I’m worried that I’m going to break down when he needs me there for him
And just be useless to him

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