blog updated..
link has changed…
Might chose a new theme… ugh this hurts.
Tag: moe talks
That was a nice, relatively uneventful birthday.
At least I’ve lasted this long uvu
I had crossed the street today, knowing that there were cars coming
I knew that there was a high chance of one not stopping on time
and I was okay with that
that realization almost scared me
Most would just say ‘omg think of your friends and family, how would they feel?’ and I honestly think it wouldn’t make that huge of an impact on them. they get on just fine without me now, I even bother someone closest to me to the point where he hardly ever wants to see my face or be around me.
idek know what to do or even think about that
I keep flip flopping from being somewhat okay to being 10000000000000000000000000000 miles away from itI’malsoscaredthatifIstartcryingthatIwon’tbeabletostop
I’vealsodonethedirtbagthingtodoandrenamedoneofthepartiesinvolvedonskype
Idk how long I’ll be able to keep pretending I’m 100% okay and being strong for him, I’m worried that I’m going to break down when he needs me there for him
And just be useless to him
I caved and remade my Conrad Verner blog…
I’ll probably end up on Ellesi and Skylar again too, also probably Zithra…
fuck
MERP, why can’t I just quit you?
OTL
I’m sitting here like
I wanna log back in to my rp accounts
but that the same time
What’s the point?
OTL
Just installed the mobile app for tumblr. Time will tell if this was a good idea or not…
dear boob,
this is day two of this bull shit.
This is the second time you’ve hurt for longer than a day, and I don’t want to have to see a doctor about this =I they are basically all men and tbh I don’t feel comfortable talking about this with them…
My right breast hurts and Idk why XP
Nothing quite like calling in to work asking why they had called and to tell them you aren’t coming in
and they tell you ‘Oh yeah, we called to give you the day off.’
TWO DAYS OFF IN A ROW, FUCK YEA~

Now to draw my ocs or to work on rp replies…