I had crossed the street today, knowing that there were cars coming

I knew that there was a high chance of one not stopping on time

and I was okay with that

that realization almost scared me

Most would just say ‘omg think of your friends and family, how would they feel?’ and I honestly think it wouldn’t make that huge of an impact on them. they get on just fine without me now, I even bother someone closest to me to the point where he hardly ever wants to see my face or be around me.

idek know what to do or even think about that

maddigonzalez:

 Am Not Sad, I Am Not Sick is now available as a PDF for digital download.

“I Am Not Sad, I Am Not Sick: An Autobio Zine” debuted at Twin Cities Zinefest 2013. It is a 15-page black-and-white zine based on mental and emotional struggles of the author.

Here it is on tumblr. It’s $3 (or pay-what-you-want on Gumroad!). I’ve cleaned it up quite a bit and added grey tones to give the drawings a bit more depth. It’s a very personal piece and I hope you’ll consider picking it up.

This zine does include references to self-harm and suicidal ideation.

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